Friday, September 29

This is worth reading...

While doing some blog browsing this morning, I came across this...



BETH MOORE AT THE AIRPORT...For those of you who do not know Beth Moore, she is an outstandingBible teacher, writer of Bible studies, and is a married mother of two daughters. This is one of her experiences:

April 20, 2005, at the Airport in Knoxville, waiting to board the plane,I'd had a marvelous morning with the Lord. I say this because I want to tell you it is a scary thing to have the Spirit of God really working in you.You could end up doing some things you never would have done otherwise.Life in the Spirit can be dangerous for a thousand reasons not the least of which is your ego.
I tried to keep from staring, but he was such a strange sight. Humped overin a wheelchair, he was skin and bones, dressed in clothes that obviously fit when he was at least twenty pounds heavier. His knees protruded from his trousers, and his shoulders looked like the coat hanger was still in his shirt.His hands looked like tangled masses of bone. His gray hair hung well over his shoulders and down part of his back. His fingernails were long, clean but strangely out of place on an old man.
I looked down at my Bible as fast as I could, discomfort burning my face.As I tried to imagine what his story might have been, I found myselfwondering if I'd just had a Howard Hughes sighting. Then, I remembered that he was dead. So this man in the airport...an impersonator maybe? Was a camera on us somewhere? There I sat; trying to concentrate on the Word to keep from being concerned about a thin slice of humanity served on a wheelchair only a few seats from me. All the while, my heart was growing more and more overwhelmed with a feeling for him.
Let's admit it. Curiosity is a heap more comfortable than true concern, and suddenly I was awash with aching emotion for this bizarre-looking old man. I had walked with God long enough to see the handwriting on the wall. I've learned that when I begin to feel what God feels, something so contrary to my natural feelings, something dramatic is bound to happen. And it may be embarrassing. I immediately began to resist because I could feel God working on my spirit and I started arguing with God in my mind. "Oh, no, God, please, no." I looked up at the ceiling as if I could stare straight through it into heaven and said, "Don't make me witness to this man. Not right here and now. Please. I'll do anything. Put me on the same plane, but don't make me get up here and witness to this man in front of this gawking audience. Please, Lord!" There I sat in the blue vinyl chair begging His Highness, "Please don't make me witness to this man. Not now. I'll do it on the plane." Then I heard it... "I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to brush his hair." The words were so clear, my heart leapt into my throat, and my thoughts spun like a top. Do I witness to the man or brush his hair? No-brainer. I looked straight back up at the ceiling and said, "God, as I live and breathe, I want you to know I am ready to witness to this man. I'm on this Lord. I'm your girl! You've never seen a woman witness to a man faster in your life. What difference does it make if his hair is a mess if he is not redeemed? I am going to witness to this man."Again as clearly as I've ever heard an audible word, God seemed to write this statement across the wall of my mind. "That is not what I said, Beth. I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to go brush his hair." I looked up at God and quipped, "I don't have a hairbrush. It's in my suitcase on the plane How am I supposed to brush his hair without a hairbrush?" God was so insistent that I almost involuntarily began to walk toward him as these thoughts came to me from God's word: "I will thoroughly furnish you unto all good works." (2 Timothy 3:17) I stumbled over to the wheelchair thinking I could use one myself. Even as I retell this story, my pulse quickens and I feel those same butterflies. I knelt down in front of the man and asked as demurely as possible, "Sir, may I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"He looked back at me and said, "What did you say?" "May I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?" To which he responded in volume ten, "Little lady, if you expect me to hear you, you're going to have to talk louder than that." At this point, I took a deep breath and blurted out, "SIR, MAY I HAVE THE PLEASURE OF BRUSHING YOUR HAIR?" At which point every eye in the place darted right at me. I was the only thing in the room looking more peculiar than old Mr. Longlocks. Face crimson and forehead breaking out in a sweat, I watched him look up at me with absolute shock on his face, and say, "If you really want to."Are you kidding? Of course I didn't want to. But God didn't seem interested in my personal preference right about then. He pressed on my heart until I could utter the words, "Yes, sir, I would be pleased. But I have one little problem. I don't have a hairbrush." "I have one in my bag," he responded. I went around to the back of that wheelchair, and I got on my hands and knees and unzipped the stranger's old carry-on, hardly believing what I was doing. I stood up and started brushing the old man's hair. It was perfectly clean, but it was tangledand matted.I don't do many things well, but must admit I've had notable experience untangling knotted hair mothering two little girls. Like I'd done with either Amanda or Melissa in such a condition, I began brushing at the very bottom of the strands, remembering to take my time not to pull. A miraculous thing happened to me as I started brushing that old man's hair. Everybody else in the room disappeared. There was no one alive for those moments except that old man and me. I brushed and I brushed and I brushed until every tangle was out of that hair.

I know this sounds so strange, but I've never felt that kind of love for another soul in my entire life. I believe with all my heart, I - for that few minutes - felt a portion of the very love of God That He had overtaken my heart for a little while like someone renting a room and making Himself at home for a short while. The emotions were so strong and so pure that I knew they had to be God's. His hair was finally as soft and smooth as an infant's. I slipped the brush back in the bag, went around the chair to face him.I got back down on my knees, put my hands on his knees, and said, "Sir, do you know my Jesus?" He said, "Yes, I do." Well, that figures, I thought. He explained, "I've known Him since I married my bride. She wouldn't marry me until I got to know the Savior." He said, "You see, the problem is, I haven't seen my bride in months. I've had open-heart surgery, and she's been too ill tocome see me. I was sitting here thinking to myself, what a mess I must be for my bride."Only God knows how often He allows us to be part of a divine moment when we're completely unaware of the significance. This, on the other hand, was one of those rare encounters when I knew God had intervened in details only He could have known. It was a God moment, and I'll never forget it. Our time came to board, and we were not on the same plane. I was deeply ashamed of how I'd acted earlier and would have been so proud to have accompanied him onthat aircraft. I still had a few minutes, and as I gathered my things to board, the airline hostess returned from the corridor, tears streaming down her cheeks. She said, "That old man's sitting on the plane, sobbing. Why did you do that? What made you do that?"I said, "Do you know Jesus? He can be the bossiest thing!" And we got to share.

I learned something about God that day. He knows if you're exhausted because you're hungry, you're serving in the wrong place or it is time to move on, but you feel too responsible to budge. He knows if you're hurting or feeling rejected. He knows if you're sick or drowning under a wave of temptation. Or He knows if you just need your hair brushed. He sees you as an individual. Tell Him your need!I got on my own flight, sobs choking my throat, wondering how many opportunities just like that one had I missed along the way..all because I didn't want people to think I was strange. God didn't send me to that old man. He sent that old man to me.

John 1:14 "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth." Life shouldn't be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather, to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly shouting, "Wow! What a ride!Thank You, Lord!



I was so encouraged in reading this, this morning that I hope it speaks to you as well!! Now, I see why my MIL has been going through these Bible Studies for years! I get it Patty!!

Everyone, have a blessed weekend!

Monday, September 25

Not much to report....

We had a slow weekend. Didn't do much but catch up on some house hold chores, inside and out. Went to church, which was really nice because we haven't been in...well, in awhile...visited with some friends. That was it! I know makes for a really great blog post, doesn't it?? Part of it is, I have been fighting something...not sure if it is allergies or the onset of a cold. Whatever it is, I hope to nip it in the "bud" before it gets bad. Although, waking up this morning, I think I may actually be winning this battle.

I am looking forward to tonight. My Mom is coming over and we are going to head to Micheal's to do some shopping for a Christmas craft project. She is making one thing and I am making another...should be so, so fun! Hopefully my sister will be able to make it too.

Here's to the beginning of a good week!
Happy Monday!

Monday, September 18

Goofy girls...

I never know how I am going to find these girls when I go to check on them. They are really starting to play so well together. Maybe it's because Haylee is older now... I don't know, but I love finding them in moments like this. Just being sisters, just being silly...

I have to say Haylee is a little lost while McKenzie is at school. It's only for a few hours, but she is so used to McKenzie being around, she follows her everywhere. Most of the time, if you see one, you'll see both. They hardly ever play alone. I have to seperate them sometimes, just to give each other a breather. She isn't quite sure what to do...I am really going to have to take advantage of the Haylee and mommy time and do some fun stuff with her.

Saturday, September 16

Ahhh, Saturdays....

It is a beautiful sunny 73o day in Southern CA. It is gorgeous outside! The sounds of lawn mowers running in our neighborhood. The sounds of little girls (my girls) ringing their little bells on their bikes...the windows in the house all opened up, a slight cool breeze.... you can feel the beginnings of Fall coming upon us....makes for a great, great day!



"Because Your lovingkindness is better than life, my lips will praise You. Thus I will bless You while I live! I will lift up my hands in Your Name. My soul will be satisfied... and my mouth will praise You with joyful lips!" -Psalm 63:3-5

Friday, September 15

Coffee and Inspiration

Tired today. Glad it's Friday. McKenzie was in need of some cuddling at around 1 this morning, and I didn't have the heart to put her in her own bed after her " I want to sleep in here with you forever" comment. It's funny how even at 1 o'clock in the morning, she blesses me! I had trouble falling back to sleep, so I got up to watch the news to help me get tired, but I ended up watching 2 episodes of Grey's Anatomy that had been Tivo'd from ealier. It wasn't until 4 am that I got back in bed....

Now I am trying to play catch up ( actually to compensate) with a cup of coffee and a little musical inspiration....and you know what? it's working!

Here's for a good weekend!

Happy Friday!!

Wednesday, September 13

Our "Busy Bee"...


is now a "Pooh Bear"! After yesterday, her first day, we decided that since there was opening for the class she was originally supposed to be in, but didn't get in due to some clerical mistakes, that we'd go ahead and switch her. She will get to be with her best friend now, so she is super happy!!

I didn't think that it would matter too much if she and Rebekah were in seperate classes as long as they got to play with each other. Not only did they NOT get to play together, they DIDN'T even see each other, at least not until after school when we picked them up. It was a little sad. Going to school was so built up on getting to be in the same class together, play together, get into trouble together (he he) etc...that at the end of the day when we had to go home, there were some tears. McKenzie got pretty upset. She waited all day to play with Becca and only had a few minutes with her. It will be interesting to see how this works out. I think it will probably give both of them a boost of confidence, with already being comfortable with each other as they get familiar with a new teacher and classroom. I wish you could see them together. They are a riot! They already have this little bond, I just hope this bond helps them excel in the classroom and not hinder...we'll see. I am glad it all eventually worked out this way.

Tuesday, September 12

First Day of Preschool...

Finding her class...she knew exactly where it was...


Daddy pinning on her "Busy Bee" name tag.


Hmm..Now where to start playing...

It didn't take her long at all to make a friend while we were waiting in line to get checked in. Not sure if this little girl is in her class or not.

First day of school!! She was so excited!! This girl makes me so proud. She is such a great kid, she really is. So sweet and eager to soak it all in. She makes being a Mom so great for me! I can't say enough mushy, good stuff about her. I am so, so blessed to call her mine!! I heart you McK!!

Tuesday, September 5



In just a few days, this little girl will be starting her first day of preschool! She is so excited. I am so excited for her. We are so happy with the school she will be in. It has been there for over 50 years! All the teachers are some of the best in the county.

I don't think preschool is what it used to be. I think it used to be more optional. I know it still is, technically. However, I feel that if kids don't attend preschool now a days, that they will already be considerably behind by the time they start kindergarten. I imagine it won't be long before preschool is a requirement.

Anyway, I look forward to watching her grow. She is just going to thrive, I know. They have so many fun activities planned for this year. Lots of arts and crafts. Lots of playtime and even a couple small field trips. She will be going twice a week, I think that is plenty for now!

Happy Tuesday!!

Monday, September 4

Crocodile Hunter


What a sad, sad day. We were so shocked to hear this moring that Steve Irwin has died. Stung by a stingray right into his heart. He died almost instantly. He was always so entertaining to watch. One of those people that was so, so passionate about what he did. His enthusiasm was infectious! He will not be easily forgotten!!

Aussies have lost a good man! and their loss is felt all the way over here in the US. My heart goes out to his family...

Friday, September 1

Sushi


Anybody out there like sushi? I have recently fallen in love with it. Ok, maybe love is too strong of word, but it is really, really good! Coming from someone who would only eat cheeseburgers at restaraunts as a kid. I think I have come a long way! If you haven't tried it, you should. At first it is a little bit, ok a lotta bit mind over matter, but once you get over that, I think you will find it quite delicious. We are actually heading out in about an hour to go have good sushi eats with some friends and family! Come on, just try it!

Have a great weekend!!

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